beautifuLLy browN. destiNed for greatNess.

…we’re moving…

beautifulbrown — Tue, 02 Dec 2008 05:05:42 +0000

i’m moving my blog. not that anyone really reads this. or cares. loL.

http://beautifullydestined.blogspot.com/

..trading placess..

beautifulbrown — Fri, 21 Nov 2008 03:47:10 +0000

i’m love being a woman. and i love having a mind of my own. it’s wonderful not following traditional “standards”. and fun. exciting. putting a smile on his face means a lot to me. and i plan on doing a very good job. saturday, i’m taking him on a date. and i’m going to spoil him. as usher said, we’re trading places. haha. let the fun begin!

..something i found..

beautifulbrown — Thu, 20 Nov 2008 03:53:08 +0000

“maybe i wasn’t asking you to love me. maybe i was asking you to understand, because for so long i’ve been hurt and for so long you’ve ignored it, and maybe it is bad timing, but maybe i don’t care. i’ve been here all along just waiting, waiting for you to notice, waiting for you to care, waiting for you to say that you’ve been waiting, too, and you haven’t, and maybe you never will, or maybe you’re afraid to. but it all hurts just the same, and in the end, i’m the one that’s left broken and when i lay down to sleep, i’m still the one crying, so screw the bad timing. i’ve loved you then, like i love you now, like i probably always will.”

…dreams…

beautifulbrown — Wed, 19 Nov 2008 01:45:07 +0000

in the middle of the night, i woke up to a pounding, racing heart and sweaty palms. my body was reacting to a dream. the same way i would react to similar circumstances in my conscious state. it felt all too real. why?

i have dreams that feel this way quite often. and yes, i know it has to do with our subconscious. but when they seem to foresee reality, or mirror it, i get scared. i can’t explain why, or how, this happens. the intuitions God has given each of us are too real. and work to well. is it something we can turn off? i don’t know if i really want to. or if i would, if i could. i’m tired though. maybe my heart is trying to tell me something. or my mind. because i’m obviously ignoring one of them. and very well.

if this dream holds any sort of truth, i’m done. with every situation associated with it. i can’t live like this. intuition or not. i want peaceful sleep. and dreams. i need peace. stress isn’t working for me.

…finally…

beautifulbrown — Tue, 18 Nov 2008 03:24:00 +0000

I’ve let go. I’m no longer hung up over what he did to me. I’ve forgiven him. It’s huge to admit. And I’m proud of myself. For once, I wish him sincerely the best.

I’m ready to move on, no longer holding on to the pain. My life is so much more than the past. And so much better now that I’ve decided to let go and let God.

It’s a long road to get this far, but every step has been worth it. I’m stronger because I claimed strength. There were many mistakes made, but I can’t continue to dwell. Today. Right now. I’m letting go. Because I can. And I should.

It’s now someone else’s turn to love me. The right way.

..on it’s own..

beautifulbrown — Mon, 17 Nov 2008 03:35:19 +0000

why, oh why, does life seem to do exactly what it wants, without consulting us in the least bit? i’m at this point where i know exactly what i want to happen, how i want it, and when i want it. but life has decided that it’s going to go down a separate path in a completely different direction. ugh. thanks.

people come into our lives. leave footprints on our hearts. and we’re never, ever, the same. really. i’m a hopeless romantic, sadly. and i wholeheartedly believe in a fairy tale. some days i think i’m on track. others, i feel like i’m never going to get there. i become love’s worst critic.

today. i’m a critic. i don’t understand. it makes no sense.

“i’m not perfect. and i don’t claim to be. but today, right now. i just want to be perfect. for you.

…& this is the 1st Lady…

beautifulbrown — Fri, 07 Nov 2008 06:44:37 +0000

Michelle Obama - The First Lady

And this my friends, is the Flyest First Lady since Mrs. Kennedy. Don’t sleep on her! I can’t wait to see the clothes. The support. The love. The determination. Everything this woman has to offer our country. And her husband, the 44th President of the United States.

“Behind every great man….”

…the 44th President…

beautifulbrown — Fri, 07 Nov 2008 05:51:22 +0000

Barack H. Obama - President-Elect

This is my President. Your President. Our President.

Wow. Who would have ever thought that history would be made during this lifetime for my generation to see? I’ve been speechless since Tuesday, November 4th. Words can’t explain it. {Yes, there are many negative aspects surrounding this election, but I choose not to address them at this time.}

I am so PROUD to be an American. I am even more proud to be an African-American. We’ve come this far by faith. And our God will not let us down. The road to Inauguration will be a long one. But he will get to the White House. I can’t wait.

..controlling love..

beautifulbrown — Tue, 14 Oct 2008 16:42:37 +0000

” falling in love with no control. why do we long for the one that won’t love us back? the signs point clearly in the right direction. it’s all very straightforward. but we’re all destined to change the course before we embark on the journey. ” – me.

..the ignorance..

beautifulbrown — Thu, 09 Oct 2008 17:12:00 +0000

wow. this is exactly what our country is coming to. it’s so sad to see that no one is open to change. and someone’s ability to perform a job well is short changed by the color of their skin. it makes no sense. none at all. ugh. disgusted.

Edit: There has been much speculation that this picture has been photoshopped. And I wouldn’t argue that. However, it’s still outlandish because someone thought it would be “funny”. I’m sorry, I missed the memo when stuff like this became funny or worth laughing at. Or maybe it was just to cause controversy. Which it did. Great job. We’re all paying attention now. Obama ’08.