…dreams…

in the middle of the night, i woke up to a pounding, racing heart and sweaty palms. my body was reacting to a dream. the same way i would react to similar circumstances in my conscious state. it felt all too real. why?

i have dreams that feel this way quite often. and yes, i know it has to do with our subconscious. but when they seem to foresee reality, or mirror it, i get scared. i can’t explain why, or how, this happens. the intuitions God has given each of us are too real. and work to well. is it something we can turn off? i don’t know if i really want to. or if i would, if i could. i’m tired though. maybe my heart is trying to tell me something. or my mind. because i’m obviously ignoring one of them. and very well.

if this dream holds any sort of truth, i’m done. with every situation associated with it. i can’t live like this. intuition or not. i want peaceful sleep. and dreams. i need peace. stress isn’t working for me.

~ by beautifulbrown on November 18, 2008.

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